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Frerard-Match Making-Part5

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Gerard’s PROV…

I carefully opened the door, trying not wake Frankie up. He looked soo peaceful laying there. I sat down on the chair beside my desk, gazing down at the small boy.
Frank turned over in his sleep frowning, he whimpered slightly, and fidgeted some more. What was he dreaming about, I cant stand to see him suffer, even in his sleep. I wish I could help but what can I do?
He cried out in his sleep.
I went over to the bed and stroked his hair muermering
“shh…. it’ll be ok ….shhhh.. Frankie…. I’m here”
His eyes suddenly snapped open
“Gee?”
He said desperately
“shh I’m here”
I said and sat down on the bed, gently pushing his hair off his face. Frank sat up and practically flung himself into my lap, hugging me tightly.
“don’t go don’t leave”
He began to sob.
“ Frank  its ok,”
I gently rocked him back and forth trying to get him to calm down.
“ Frank what happened?”
He shook his head into my shoulder, not answering. After a bit his breathing calmed down and he was sobbing quietly into my chest.
I decided to leave it. Besides Frank was falling asleep.
Long after he had fallen asleep I sat there with him on my lap slowly rocking him, deep in thought.
I opened my eyes and saw Frank, I looked deep into his eyes. He came towards me, crawling on top of me. His hands ran up the sides of my body he lent forwards…
And I woke up… dam I gotta stop having these dreams. Keeping my eye shut I frowned, that had been so realistic. Too realistic, I suddenly became aware of a weight on my chest.
My eye snapped open and I was suddenly face to face with Frank. I sat up suddenly and he fell off me.
“shit”
I exclaimed, I hoped I hadn’t woken him. Checking that I hadn’t I slowly eased myself out from underneath him. Brushing some hair off his face I smiled down at him and kissed his forehead, before getting up. I was still dressed form last night, walking around my room I tried to find some clean cloths.

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Frank’s PROV….

I woke up… Wait were was I, I stretched and looked around blinking. Had last night been a dream did  I really leave home a practically collapse on the Way’s door steep.
But w it if that was real then that meant… oh no I thought as last nights events came flooding back. Gee dressing me, falling asleep in Gerard’s arms, waking up again and having him comfort me. Oh god this was going to be embarrassing. But where was he
“Gee?”
I questioned looking up. I sat up and looked around his room, confused and still sleepy.
“Over here”
He answered quietly from the corner. I looked over in time to see him pull a shirt on and then began to walk towards me.
“ Frankie”
He questioned
“Are you ok?”
I tried to stop frowning and looked up at him.
“ yes… I’m ok”
He crawled across the bed towards me and sat opposite me.
“Frankie what happened?”
“ what do you mean?”
I said trying to fake confusion and innocence I could tell he wasn’t fooled. He lent over and slowly began pulling up the hem of my top. My breathing quickened as my top got pulled further and further up, slowly reveling purple bruising across my ribs.
“ wow it doesn’t usually come up this dark so fast”
I muttered then realizing what I had said clamped a hand over my mouth, wide eyed. Hoping against hope he hadn’t heard me. I slowly raised my head. Gerard was staring at me wide eyed and looked terrified.
“how..how often does this happen?”
He managed to choke out. Quickly looking away I desperately tried to think of an excuse.
“ I…ar..I fell?”
I tried hopefully Gee glared at me.
“Really Frankie is that the best you can come up with, you know it kills me to see you like this. And than to have you lie, I hurts Frank it hurts.”
He was shouting. I knew he was right. I hate hurting him it was wrong why was I so selfish.
“i..I.. know I’m just..so..”
I collapsed. And started to cry I didn’t deserve any sympathy. I just wanted to be left alone. I was so stupid. Then suddenly he was there, his arms rapped around my shaking figure, rocking me gently. Comfortingly murmuring in my ear.
“Shhh it ok it ok … shhh”
“But it’s not…  I’m bad, wrong.. you should be comforting me”
I sobbed into his chest. Cluching him to me. Not wanting him to leave, but not feeling like I deserved him sympathy.
“Shh.. What are you talking about? What have you done? Nothing. Whos been telling you these lies? And even if you don’t want me to be here I’m not going because I’m your friend, and I’ll always be there or you!”
I tried to calm down
“sorry I’m getting your top dirty”
I tried to smile, it failed
“ Who cares.. Are you ok?”
He asked worriedly
“How bad do I look”
I tried to distracted him
“ well maybe a mirror would be better”
“ that bad?”
I groaned.. looking up at him questioningly. He nodded grimly. I groaned again, and fell back onto the pillows. Gerard cautiously lent forward.
“ Frankie?”
“ yes Gee?”
I sighed. I was going to have to tell him sometime. He wouldn’t let this go. But not now not wile I’m feeling so emotional. An emotional wreck that was me, well at the moment.
“ I know you don’t want to talk about it now, but I still hate to see you I pain. Frankie it killing me”
He said it so softly. He looked so distressed. I couldn’t stand him being upset on my account. I really wanted to kiss him until he wouldn’t feel any more pain until he was oblivious to everything around him, to make him smile. Quickly pushing that thought out of my head I looked up at him.

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Gerard’s PROV….

He looked so deep it thought, so confused. It just tore me apart. I knew I had been wrong to shout at him before. But he just didn’t understand how this affected me. I needed to show him, tell him how much he meant to me. To make him understand. The worst thing that could happen was me being rejected and that would hurt me not him. So really there was nothing to lose.
I lent forward just as he looked up. Quickly before I lost my nerve I kissed him. Sweet and short. I ended it quickly, looking down at him. He was wide eye a looked.. well like he’d been hit in the face. Quickly I moved back
“sorry I shouldn’t…”
But he cut me off, grabbing the back of my neck he pulled me down to his lips. Smiling softly I kissed him back, he pulled me further down onto him his other arm coming up around me. I deepened the kiss, he gasped into my mouth. I grinned and lightly run my tongue across his bottom lip. I felt him smile.
Then the door opened….
Well i dont know about this one
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I like it :) its good...CLIFFHANGER!